Sad and single...

OMG I'M SO SAD!!! The one guy I really like is dating someone, and someone told me that he's obsessive, he calls her and e-mails her all the time, and when he's not he talks about her like crazy... and they hold hands and love eachother...... :( I dont stand a chance with him :()

My Buddy!!!

I have an awsome friend who lives in the united kingdom named GEMMA!!! HI GEMMA!!! I met her online and I think she rocks.... ^^ lylas gemma

I'm so EXCITED!!!

omg, I'm so excited!!! I'm going to be getting an asymetrical haircut and red highlights. It'll be so awsome!!! I got a giftcard to a place called Christian Roberts... salon and spa. I'm major excited about it!!! YAY!!! I'm kinda worried though, my mom doesnt really want to come with me, and I'm afraid that I'll have trouble with the giftcard and not have enough money to buy everything, and then I wont have any money with me and I'll be in trouble.... so, I hope that doesnt happen, well, It's my bedtime so I think it would be smart for me to go to sleep. NIGHT ALL!!!

Teen Times: Thirteen at last (sam)

Amanda looked at Sam. He was tall and blond. He was wearing a Red plaid shirt with a white t-shirt under it. He had some mud smeared onto his face. His old jeans were ripped, and he had on hiking boots. But through all this. All Amanda saw was a perfect specimin.
"I'm, Amanda," she said.
"Well Amanda, why'd ya have to go and be such a klutz?" He said and smiled
"Well, I'm not the one who bumped into me now am I?" She said.
"No, I suppose that would be imposible," he said when the first period bell rang, "tell ya what, here's my number, call anytime."

Sam
119-722-0000

Amanda was dazed, it took her five minuets before she noticed she was late to class. She just kept straing at his number.

(to be continued)

Recovery

I'm having a terrible time trying to recver after that 'cutting' thing. But I just found out another thing. A guy who's in one class with me thinks I'm going out with someone who I think is disgusting. I used to like him, I cant deny that. But now, I dont like him at all. I just E-mail him to make fun of his terrible spelling. Which is my weak point too. But he cant even spell teacher and library... lol...

Ok, back to the recovery. I think I'll never get over the fact that my 'so called friend' would start that rumer. I've been having so much trouble tolerating her and then she goes and ruins my last tiny bit of being able to stand her.

SO, TOODLES!!!

This burns...

I just relized that my fear came true. I just found out why one of my good friends was avoiding me. Turns out, someone started a rumer that I cut myself. Which was what I was afraid would happen if I started dressing emo. She was worried about that so she just avoided me. I have been so afraid that if I dressed like this poeple would judge me and start rumers, and they did. It's just sad how rude poeple can be. I mean, I never did anything to any of them to make them start a rumer about me. But I think lots of people have heard this rumer because lots of people are giving me dirty looks and avoiding me now. This a comon example of why I just hate Middle School. Neither my mom or my dad care that I'm dressing differently. It doesn't change who I am, It just changes how i look. I'm still the same person I was when I dressed like a nerd and didn't fit in. I still dont fit in. Just in a different way. It just burns me that poeple who I thought were my friends would start a rumer like that. And by starting that rumer they took away my lifeline. The one friend I could talk to about anything and everything. It just hurts... well, If this sounds like pointless crap to you, imagine if you were me... It really sucks. This is the third year in a row that people have started rumers and caused me to lose good friends. Then, I'm stucks with bad friends who started the rumer or at least passed it on and you have no one to talk to... I just, ugh...

Hey Hey Hey, FAT ALBERT!!! Ok honestly, I've neva even seen that movie. I'm at the library again and I'm E-mailing someone who, truthfully, I never talk to. Expecially sense 5th grade. You see I used to like him. But then one day at lunch, a girl who I thought was my friend shouted across the lunchroom that I liked him. That was I 'wish I was never born moment'. I'm actually surprized that he e-mailed me. But, he's not replying anymore, and for that, I am greatful. OMG N.P. is hot..... ok, I neva said that.... ya see, nothing... ok, I think I'm done with this post.. TTYL, LETTERS!!!

From the mind of Belac: meet Belac

Hey!!! This is Gabby's brother Belac (thats just her nickname for me). Gabby gave me permission to post some of my thoughts on her blog... If the post starts with 'from the mind of Belac' you know it's me. Lets move on...
I think it's cool that my sister has a blog, and even cooler that I can write my thoughts on it. but still her last color choices made me blind!! I'll talk with you latter.... It's late...................................................... :)

Teen Times: Thirteen at Last, (the begining)

Amanda was the new girl in town. She had just moved to the town of Keletville, Pennsylvania and was not doing very well. She was a city girl. Born and raised in New York City, New York. She wasn't used to country life. Worst of all, she was in the most awkword stage of her life, those first few years of being a teen. She had turned 13 four months before they moved to the country. She was socially awcword and a big klutz. She was somewhat happy when she moved. She hoped she could make a fresh start and fit in here. One problem... she was so sure that she had to look a certian way to fit in, but when she got to the school, she found out her idea of good fashion was way over the top here. People stared at her and the (obviasly) popular people gave her dirty looks. She was walking quickly through the hallway with her head hanging low when she bumped into someone.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. Are you okay?" The voice of the boy she had bumped said.
"Yeah, I'll be okay..." Amanda said as she raised her head,"Um..."
"Oh, my names Sam." He said...

(to be continued)

BORED!!!

This is my second post today!!! Gosh I'm bored!!!!!!!! OMG!!! I'M AT THE LIBRARY!!! Actually, I'll probably be b @ the library most times I blog. It's teen gathering time and I can finally go!!! YAY!!! I have tons of friends here, and some anoying ppl I kno, J.S. -> he's sitting next to me, gosh he bugs me him... ok i'll tell you why he bugs me .. In science class, our teacher made us be in a group with another guy (who calls himself mocha latte), The other guy was fine and kinda funny, but every time he said something funny, J.S. would go and ruin it!!! He's such a nerd and he has this high pitched voice and wont shut up, the project was the most anoying group I've ever had to work in because of him, but mocha latte and I got aloing ok... so now you see why he bugs me.. Well, I just noticed some more shout outs i have to make... HI PAYTON!!! sry I 4got you... lolz, ok I think I'm done for today.. BYE!!!

My First Blog

OMG!!! I'm finally 13!! My birthday was yesterday!! Now I can make a blog, or all types of online stuff!!! and I can do lots of things at places like our rec center and other public places. I'd like to give a shout out to my friends who might read this, HEY ERIN, KYLIE, KAYLEE, JOHN, TAYLOR, AND SARAH!!! If I missed you I'm sry... I got a blog becasue I love to write and tell about my life.. I have a plan to use this blog as a story and every post add more on to it, Thats why it's called Teen Times: Finally a Teen.. cause that'll be my story.. If you think thats cheesy, then dont read it... maybe just read the other stuff, or maybe, just pretend my blog doesnt exist....