This burns...

I just relized that my fear came true. I just found out why one of my good friends was avoiding me. Turns out, someone started a rumer that I cut myself. Which was what I was afraid would happen if I started dressing emo. She was worried about that so she just avoided me. I have been so afraid that if I dressed like this poeple would judge me and start rumers, and they did. It's just sad how rude poeple can be. I mean, I never did anything to any of them to make them start a rumer about me. But I think lots of people have heard this rumer because lots of people are giving me dirty looks and avoiding me now. This a comon example of why I just hate Middle School. Neither my mom or my dad care that I'm dressing differently. It doesn't change who I am, It just changes how i look. I'm still the same person I was when I dressed like a nerd and didn't fit in. I still dont fit in. Just in a different way. It just burns me that poeple who I thought were my friends would start a rumer like that. And by starting that rumer they took away my lifeline. The one friend I could talk to about anything and everything. It just hurts... well, If this sounds like pointless crap to you, imagine if you were me... It really sucks. This is the third year in a row that people have started rumers and caused me to lose good friends. Then, I'm stucks with bad friends who started the rumer or at least passed it on and you have no one to talk to... I just, ugh...